happy new year
o bla..midnite.. woo hoo.. now its 2005...and i sat her on this dumb computer watchin MTV's stupid lil thing.. yano what? this sucked.. i wanted to see my baby tonite and it just didn't work out that way.. but i get to spend the entire day with him tomarro and sunday.. yeap... this past wednesday was Courtney's birthday.. i didn't get to go bc i had to watch my freakin brother and sister while scoot and my mom were at work.. im lonely :( that sucks... huh? there is no one to talk to and ..bla.. where in the HELL is elizabeth? .. with drew i suppose.. i hope her new years was better than mines.. i went to hot topic and spencers today.. i got casey a blink 182 wrist band, a nirvana shirt, and a greenday hoodie yep... and a picture frame with me and him in it... today was ok i guess until now.. ::boredom:: .. i cut my finger too..that sucked... i hate blood.. i miss people.. as in friends.. i can't stand to be away from my friends for long.. i miss Elizabeth most of all.. havnt' talked to her much lately.. then.. i miss hillary.. she is a total trip.. i always miss courtney.. i simply don't see her enough and its unacceptable..a real best friend would make the time and MAKE a way to see their friend, and im sorry. the party was the chance and things got in the way.. hey.. greenday is singing now.. woo hoo.. go them.. im reading a book called "the supernatualists" perdy good yep.. well i was talking to kat.. and she kinda put me on hold and .. didn't come back o.O the only person i had to take my mind off the boredom that is plague-ing my brain....o well.. she is having a party anyhoo.... i should probably go and sleep until in the morning where i will see Casey.. they are picking me up early, around 10:00 you know what? .. im a smart cookie.. i am going to do that.. well... c ya
-Amanda