How cold is snow?

Jan 02, 2011 21:48

Title: How cold is snow?
Author:-pinkraiinbows
Pairing: Dooseob
Rating: G
Summary: Doojoon and Yoseob go walking in the snow.
Warnings : fail!summary again... ):
Author's Notes: Been wanting to do this >: but I'm a lazy pig -oink.



“What do you want to do when you see the snow Seobie?”

It was 2am in the morning and the streets of Seoul were nearly deserted save for two men. One oozing charisma and the other shorter one , being the epitome of cute.

“Me? I want to run around in it naked to see how cold snow really is. Since I was young, I was always wrapped up in clothes when it snowed . Even now , I’m still wrapped up in clothes .”

“You want to try it now?”

The shorter of the two looked up at his companion with one sculpted eyebrow raised.

“Now? Joonie? We’re IDOLS now we can’t just go strip of our clothes and run in the snow.” A hint of incredulity was laced in the younger’s words.

“Yea why not , it’s 2AM in the morning and we’re the only people on the street. Come on , we can go to the empty field behind the dorm where we go to play soccer on our off-days.”

Yoseob paused and pondered over the leader’s suggestion finally giving into him when the elder gently tugged on his covered wrist.

The giggling pair broke into a run the moment they spotted the dorm and by the time they reached the field , the shorter of the two was already panting.

“Come on Seobie , strip.”

“E-excuse me?!” he would be lying if he said he wasn’t expecting it but hearing it come from the man he secretly carried a torch for was a totally different thing.

“We’re here , it’s snowing so…do it.”

The way the elder man spoke to him sent shivers down the vocalist’s spine. It was a sensation he never experienced before but yet it felt so strangely familiar.

“Turn around” commanded the little brunette and as if his cheeks were not already pink enough , they turned ten shades darker when he received a rough chuckle and a soft “alright.”

Piece by piece , Yoseob took off his winter wear , his fur cap , woollen scarf and the many layers of jackets Junhyung nagged him to put on before leaving the dorm. Although he protested , the simple nod of agreement and squeeze of assurance from his doe-eyes friend with his lover caused Yoseob’s resistance to crumble earning him a smug grin from the rapper.

Doojoon heard dark mumbling come from the boy behind him and he smiled warmly to himself before decided to speak up.

“How is it ? Is it cold?”

“YES! YES! IT’S VERY COLD! HA HA!~~ YOU SHOULD JOIN ME TOO!!~~~”

“Nah , I’ll pass , can’t have blood all over the snow now can we.”

Yoseob turned an unhealthy shade of red and to people who would’ve seen him then , they would have thought that he was about to explode and explode Yoseob felt like doing.

“Stupid thoughtless man.”

“What’s that Seobie??”

“N-Nothing Doojoonie-Hyung heh… I’m done playing . Let me get changed then we can go back…”

With flushing cheeks and trembling hands , Yoseob struggled to put on his clothes and was taking much longer than what was actually needed.

Sensing that something was amiss, Doojoon turned around and walked towards the boy with the intention of helping him put on the remaining winter wear.

“Are you alright” said Doojoon in a whisper while delicately helping the younger put on his cap careful to adjust it so that it would not fall over his eyes.

The poor boy’s face was so red and it contrasted sharply against his fair skin.

“You look really red right now. Are you sure your feeling alright??” came the deep voice brimming with so much concern it made Yoseob’s heart swell even more.

The warm feeling in his heart was not welcomed by the boy as he knew such feelings would only mean more sleepless nights which meant more silent cries and he hated it . He hated having to love someone he could never have.

Damn social norms. Damn it all.

Yoseob could feel hot tears on the corner of his round orbs just waiting to fall but as much as he wanted them to , he couldn’t let them at least not in front of him.

The masculine man noticed the vocalist’s eyes start to glaze over and was starting to worry. He wanted to reach out and wipe those tears away , to hold the small boy in his arms and comfort him over and over again. But like the younger boy , he couldn’t he was afraid of the consequences , afraid of what would happen so being the coward that he was , he just stood there and let the younger jerk his body away from him and run.

Doojoon stood there alone in a field of white. It all felt so poetic and serene , by right he should be at peace but at peace was something he was the furthest away from at the moment. A billion thoughts flooded his mind and being someone who wasn’t so used to thinking, it hurt him. It hurt him badly.

What should I do , should I run after him? Should I just give him some time? I’m no good at this…think Joonie think. Those guys in those movies he likes to watch always run after the girl right? But seobie’s not he girl… but he’s as sensitive as one. Ah heck.

Doojoon ran after the boy calling out his name , pleading for him to stop to hear him out but the boy would have none of it. He continued running as fast as his short legs would take him and unfortunately for him the ex-soccer player easily caught up to him and wrapped his strong arms around the other’s petite frame.

The touch was too much for Yoseob to handle causing him to collapse into Doojoon’s strong arms and cry like the baby that he was.

“Shh baby , shhh it’s okay don’t cry anymore. It’s all going to work out…” coaxed the larger man as he gently stroked the soft mob of brown hair.

Yoseob continued to cry and tremble in Doojoon’s arms while choking out the words “No it won’t ..it would never be.” in between sobs.

It tore Doojoon apart , it really did. All he wanted was to turn the crying boy around and kiss the life out of him but he knew that if he did it , not only would it scare the boy , it would cause Doojoon to lose the close relationship he worked so hard to build with the other.

“Now , come on Seobie , don’t be like that. Where’s the cheerful ball of energy that I know and love?”

At that word , Yoseob jerked his small head upwards almost crashing into Doojoon’s chin. He spun around and with the angriest expression he screamed at the surprised man.

“LOVE?! DON’T USE THAT WORD SO CARELESSLY . DO YOU KNOW WHY?! BECAUSE IT’S WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR YOU FOR SO LONG. SINCE THE DAY WE MET , SINCE THE DAY YOU FIRST TOLD ME YOUR NAME IT’S ALL I HAVE BEEN DOING. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS WHEN YOU TOUCH ME AND I KNOW THAT THERE ARE NO FEELINGS IN THOSE TOUCHES?! DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS I SPENT CRYING OUT OF PURE JEALOUSLY WHEN YOU FILMED THAT STUPID VIDEO WITH THAT WOMAN?! I KNOW IT’S ALL WORK BUT I JUST CAN’T HELP FEELING THAT I’M THE ONLY IDIOT IN THIS WHOLE CURSED WORLD THAT HAS TO FEEL THIS WAY. IT’S SO TIRING , I’M SO TIRED . I’M SICK OF HAVING TO BE THE “CHEERFUL BALL OF ENERGY” THAT EVERYONE IS USED TO WHILE HAVING TO BEAR THESE STUPID FEELINGS. I WANT TO QUIT. I REALLY REALLY DO…I-I’m just so so tired d-“

Just like how it was in the movies , Doojoon shut the hysterical brunette up with an earth-shattering kiss which caused the brunette to grow weak in the knees and buckle under his own weight and again , like in the movies , he didn’t fall because his knight in shining armour , or in this case , woollen coat had his arms firmly around his waist supporting him now and forever.

“I guess , that makes the two of us huh Seobie.” Added Doojoon with a smirk.

“AHCHOO!”

Yoseob , obviously feeling the effects of running around in the snow with only his undergarments on flushed a hundred shades of red and snuggled into the warmth of Doojoon’s chest embarrassed that he destroyed the peaceful mood of the snow white field they were in. Fortunately for him , Doojoon managed to salvage the situation with a light hearted laugh and softly kissed the top of Yoseob’s head whispering the words “I love you Yang Yoseob , now and forever.”

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A/N : A fail attempt at fluff w/ a bit of angst…heck I’m not even sure what category this fic falls under -sniffles

rating: g, #fanfiction, pairing: doojoon/yoseob

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