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ok well they said we have until 3:30 and i have nothing else to do so i might as well just sit her and write something until my dad gets here! i'm so afraid! my dad says i should tell my mom what happened but i do not want to tell her! she'd kill me then bring me back to life so she could kill me again! and she wonders why i don't tell her anything! she overreacts to anything and everything! she's fickle too! one minuet she's like sure go ahead and then the next she's like what the hell are you doing! i never know what to expect with her anymore! it's like playing russian roulet! if i even spelt that right!! it's like gambling with my mother! i take a chance everyday! i wnated to see michael today but i doubt that's gonna happen! mr. adam has been in bitch mode all week! stupid cabaret! at times i wish i never got that damned solo in the first place! this stress is hardly worth it!! at least the rained stopped and i don't have to walk home!! i should be doing my spanish homework but i honestly don't want to do anything for that bitchs class! i hate her!! she took away christina's phone too! and she was adding her homework to it! how gay!!! see this school and all it's rules are bullshit! and ms. kulow's secritary was saying how we shouldn't have our phones i vibrate either!!whatever! i'm too the point where i'm just gonna say fuck it and just forget about it! i already have way too much to stress about and i don't need to add to it! have you ever just wanted to say forget it and just not try? because that's exactly how i feel right now!!! i feel like there's absoultly no point! well i suppose there's no use in dwelling over whati can and can't change so i'll quit my bitching! hope everyone is doing good! i love you all!!! bye!