I need to bitch
Alright so college hasn't been too bad so far. Still don't know a ton of people so it gets lonely. At least Matthew's coming to visit on Friday. I need him so bad- life is stressful and he can calm me down.
So last night sometime between 12 and 1, I can't really remember I was sitting at my desk in a towel when my roommate decided to bring her friend that I refer to as Drunky back to our room. Well I didn't really care that he'd be spending the night. Around 1:30 I decided I was gunna try to fall asleep but oh no I had to listen to them fooling around. Maybe I'm wierd but on the weekend I wouldn't have cared so much but I have one of my longest days of the year today. I had told Matt not to call me cuz I didn't want to prevent them from sleeping, i texted him and told him to call me to distract me for a bit. then after we got off the phone I had to hear them fool around more I finally fell asleep around 4. I woke up a little before 7:15 to the thunderstorm and her alarm went off just after that. Instead of getting off the bed to turn it off I had to listen to the alarm and them fooling around again. Well couldn't fall asleep and my suitemate came in to borrow a hairclip and umbrella.... finally i said fuck it and got out of bed.
Well here's today's schedule
8-930 Don't kill myself over stress while I'm up way too earlier and write my bio notecard
10-11:15 Bio Lecture
11:20 ish Lunch with Liz and whoever else
1-2:15 Human needs in a complex society with the stupid asian man that doesn't speak english
2:15-3:45 go to the library to try to get the sources i need for my history paper that i fail without sourcing
4-6 Bio lab
6 grab a quick dinner by myself somewhere and then go back to the library cuz im sure the 1 copy he has of the books will be in use when im there
Sometime later write my history paper
Now I have a condition where I clench my teeth in my sleep, this increases with stress. So last night I caught myself doing it before I was even asleep and when I woke up so now I have an awful headache
I also went to bed when I was hungry- I'm hypoglycemic- I'm not supposed to do that so now I have an upset stomach- adding to the headache and little dizzyish
Sorry I'm done I had to put it all down though cuz then I won't flip out on other people as bad today.
So last night sometime between 12 and 1, I can't really remember I was sitting at my desk in a towel when my roommate decided to bring her friend that I refer to as Drunky back to our room. Well I didn't really care that he'd be spending the night. Around 1:30 I decided I was gunna try to fall asleep but oh no I had to listen to them fooling around. Maybe I'm wierd but on the weekend I wouldn't have cared so much but I have one of my longest days of the year today. I had told Matt not to call me cuz I didn't want to prevent them from sleeping, i texted him and told him to call me to distract me for a bit. then after we got off the phone I had to hear them fool around more I finally fell asleep around 4. I woke up a little before 7:15 to the thunderstorm and her alarm went off just after that. Instead of getting off the bed to turn it off I had to listen to the alarm and them fooling around again. Well couldn't fall asleep and my suitemate came in to borrow a hairclip and umbrella.... finally i said fuck it and got out of bed.
Well here's today's schedule
8-930 Don't kill myself over stress while I'm up way too earlier and write my bio notecard
10-11:15 Bio Lecture
11:20 ish Lunch with Liz and whoever else
1-2:15 Human needs in a complex society with the stupid asian man that doesn't speak english
2:15-3:45 go to the library to try to get the sources i need for my history paper that i fail without sourcing
4-6 Bio lab
6 grab a quick dinner by myself somewhere and then go back to the library cuz im sure the 1 copy he has of the books will be in use when im there
Sometime later write my history paper
Now I have a condition where I clench my teeth in my sleep, this increases with stress. So last night I caught myself doing it before I was even asleep and when I woke up so now I have an awful headache
I also went to bed when I was hungry- I'm hypoglycemic- I'm not supposed to do that so now I have an upset stomach- adding to the headache and little dizzyish
Sorry I'm done I had to put it all down though cuz then I won't flip out on other people as bad today.