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So this whole situation is just getting worse. I really dont like this being at home thing all the time, but know it has gotten worse cause Im getting treated like I dont know crap.
I feel like the left over raw fish guts that were put in the new trash bag the day the trash when out, then sat there all week. I just feel like such an unwelcome guest in my own house. I cant do anything right in my mothers eyes, I know she hates that I took the voulunteery layoff at work, cause that means Im always home, cause it means she might look worse at work, I dont know, she just seem disapointed in everything I have done since I got out of high school.
Plus, I think she is trying to strave me out or something. I mean she has never been good about buying food that I will eat, its like she specifly goes to the store and gets things that only her and my father will eat. I know Im an adult and I should be able to shop myself, but I dont have money, and its not like I can just go with her and do shopping, or get stuff for myself, she either goes on her way home from work, or she doesnt bother to say anything to me.
Well Im tiered, i think Im gooing to catch a nap, atleast till ER is on.
I feel like the left over raw fish guts that were put in the new trash bag the day the trash when out, then sat there all week. I just feel like such an unwelcome guest in my own house. I cant do anything right in my mothers eyes, I know she hates that I took the voulunteery layoff at work, cause that means Im always home, cause it means she might look worse at work, I dont know, she just seem disapointed in everything I have done since I got out of high school.
Plus, I think she is trying to strave me out or something. I mean she has never been good about buying food that I will eat, its like she specifly goes to the store and gets things that only her and my father will eat. I know Im an adult and I should be able to shop myself, but I dont have money, and its not like I can just go with her and do shopping, or get stuff for myself, she either goes on her way home from work, or she doesnt bother to say anything to me.
Well Im tiered, i think Im gooing to catch a nap, atleast till ER is on.