Been a few days.
Yeah its been a few days, so I figured I would put up a post.
Its been rather uneventfull. I got all of my Christmas shoping done in a matter of about a half an hour, of course I only had like 5 people to buy for, and of course my grab bag for the Yaule party. Im to poor to do much more, which sucks, I love buying things for people, but I cant afford to this year, it makes me sad.
I ran over and animal with my car for the first time, it was very sad, I almost cryed. I didnt like it.
So yeah, Im going to go in to such that I proubly shouldnt, but its my journal, and the person I will be talking about does not look at lj very offten, and if he did see this very well might not know I was talking about him. most of you know him, or have talked with me about him. I am not going to use any names, same guy for the past what three months sooo, it should be pretty easy to figure out.
So yeah he and I have been "seeing" each other for like three months now. Nothing excluzive, just having fun, and it is very fun, and Im not complaning, but there is something happeneing that I didnt expect and Im not sure how to deal with. I am very much falling far this guy and falling hard.
I know he doesnt want anything more than what we have right now, which is fine, for now.
I think were the trouble is coming in is I dont know him well enough to read him to know what he really is thinking, and I dont know any of the people he may talk to about stuff like that well enough to talk to them to get an idea.
I think Im fine with things right know, for now. But I do see pontional, and Im not sure he does. He talks about not wanting a relationship, and whatever. WHich I know thinks change, but I think Im playing "the game" to try and make sure that they do change. I dont know.
I hate when I turn in to this cheese girl.
Its been rather uneventfull. I got all of my Christmas shoping done in a matter of about a half an hour, of course I only had like 5 people to buy for, and of course my grab bag for the Yaule party. Im to poor to do much more, which sucks, I love buying things for people, but I cant afford to this year, it makes me sad.
I ran over and animal with my car for the first time, it was very sad, I almost cryed. I didnt like it.
So yeah, Im going to go in to such that I proubly shouldnt, but its my journal, and the person I will be talking about does not look at lj very offten, and if he did see this very well might not know I was talking about him. most of you know him, or have talked with me about him. I am not going to use any names, same guy for the past what three months sooo, it should be pretty easy to figure out.
So yeah he and I have been "seeing" each other for like three months now. Nothing excluzive, just having fun, and it is very fun, and Im not complaning, but there is something happeneing that I didnt expect and Im not sure how to deal with. I am very much falling far this guy and falling hard.
I know he doesnt want anything more than what we have right now, which is fine, for now.
I think were the trouble is coming in is I dont know him well enough to read him to know what he really is thinking, and I dont know any of the people he may talk to about stuff like that well enough to talk to them to get an idea.
I think Im fine with things right know, for now. But I do see pontional, and Im not sure he does. He talks about not wanting a relationship, and whatever. WHich I know thinks change, but I think Im playing "the game" to try and make sure that they do change. I dont know.
I hate when I turn in to this cheese girl.