I hate this feeling
Im in a situation right now and I dont know how it deal with it, but worse than that I dont know how to feel about it. I dont like that feeling. I dont even know how I want to feel about it.
Im having a issue with the fact that people see me a certen way, and thats not really how I am. People think, I dont know, because Im a female or something, that I going to react a certen way to certen things, and Im really not going to react the way they think Im going to and that bothers me, cause then things get kept from me, I really dont like that. Its like lying, the sooner I know about it the less proublems there will be.
I also feel like there are certne people that are distensing them selfs from me cause they think I going to start drama, and I really not. Everything thats done is done, I dont want to think about it so why would I bring it up. All I want is to spend time with the few friends that I have, so why would I do something that might effect that. Granted there are things that are not done, and need to be taken care of, but those things I wont bring up in a group, there things that need to be delt with one one on, and I know they will be, in time, when there ready to talk about it. I always try my best not to bring other people in to my problem, yes it does happen sometime, but I do try my best not to let that happen.
I want all of you that read this to know that I do care about you, and that if theres thing that I need to be told, just tell me, I proubly wont react the way you think I will, and you wont be in the kind of trouble you think you will be in, and you nkow what I do care about you so no matter what we will work it out,I want you all in ,my life no matter what, so please just tell me the truth, it wont be as bad as you think it will.
Im having a issue with the fact that people see me a certen way, and thats not really how I am. People think, I dont know, because Im a female or something, that I going to react a certen way to certen things, and Im really not going to react the way they think Im going to and that bothers me, cause then things get kept from me, I really dont like that. Its like lying, the sooner I know about it the less proublems there will be.
I also feel like there are certne people that are distensing them selfs from me cause they think I going to start drama, and I really not. Everything thats done is done, I dont want to think about it so why would I bring it up. All I want is to spend time with the few friends that I have, so why would I do something that might effect that. Granted there are things that are not done, and need to be taken care of, but those things I wont bring up in a group, there things that need to be delt with one one on, and I know they will be, in time, when there ready to talk about it. I always try my best not to bring other people in to my problem, yes it does happen sometime, but I do try my best not to let that happen.
I want all of you that read this to know that I do care about you, and that if theres thing that I need to be told, just tell me, I proubly wont react the way you think I will, and you wont be in the kind of trouble you think you will be in, and you nkow what I do care about you so no matter what we will work it out,I want you all in ,my life no matter what, so please just tell me the truth, it wont be as bad as you think it will.