what the fuck is goin on
so my mom started yelling at me and im still not sure why. so i went upstairs cause i didnt wanna deal with it anymore. i just sat on my bed for a little while and then i heard my mom and dad start screaming at each other. why u may ask? well i just dont know. so then the door slams and my mom walks out. about 10 minutes later my dad does the same thing. its been about an hour now and neither one are home.
i hate this house. ever since corey moved out permanently i feel so lost. its not like things were good when he was around, cause they werent, but i think they were better than whats goin on now. he was always there to talk to, but now im just stuck here alone. with no one to turn to when i need to talk. its driving me insane. ive kept everything inside for so fucking long. i dont even know who to go to anymore. ill call my brother but hes so fucked up now that its pointless. i dont even feel like i can talk to any of my friends anymore. i really miss having someone there for me. everyone should have someone that they can always count on. why cant i?
i hate feeling this way and i hate complaining, but i dont know what else to do. i cant stand the fighting, the pain, the drinking, the yelling, anything anymore.
i hate this house. ever since corey moved out permanently i feel so lost. its not like things were good when he was around, cause they werent, but i think they were better than whats goin on now. he was always there to talk to, but now im just stuck here alone. with no one to turn to when i need to talk. its driving me insane. ive kept everything inside for so fucking long. i dont even know who to go to anymore. ill call my brother but hes so fucked up now that its pointless. i dont even feel like i can talk to any of my friends anymore. i really miss having someone there for me. everyone should have someone that they can always count on. why cant i?
i hate feeling this way and i hate complaining, but i dont know what else to do. i cant stand the fighting, the pain, the drinking, the yelling, anything anymore.