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Austin has been great, I've lived here for maybe 2 weeks or so. Still looking for a job.. but i finished registering for school! So that's good stuff. Sarah and i have a great apartment, and good food is being made at all times. As a matter of fact, we need a good coffee table if anyone has one they don't want. Well not necessarily GOOD, but like, a real coffee table.
OH MAN, my sister sent me a professional picture from the wedding and Sarah and i agreed i don't look like myself. Too much MAKEUP and my hair is did, and it looks gross AND my dress is like, massive. I hung it on the fridge, regardless.
My big problem i right now with myself is that i take things too personally. I'm trying to think why I do this, why i have such issues with not caring/not reading far too into things, and i can't put my finger on it. The first step is recognition, right?
I think that if i can get over thinking the world revolves around me (haha) and that everyone does things because of me, says things because of something i did or didn't do, that I can grow up. Maybe not GROW UP, but mature.. and.. quite possibly not have so many gloomy days (even if it is literally, gloomy).
OH MAN, my sister sent me a professional picture from the wedding and Sarah and i agreed i don't look like myself. Too much MAKEUP and my hair is did, and it looks gross AND my dress is like, massive. I hung it on the fridge, regardless.
My big problem i right now with myself is that i take things too personally. I'm trying to think why I do this, why i have such issues with not caring/not reading far too into things, and i can't put my finger on it. The first step is recognition, right?
I think that if i can get over thinking the world revolves around me (haha) and that everyone does things because of me, says things because of something i did or didn't do, that I can grow up. Maybe not GROW UP, but mature.. and.. quite possibly not have so many gloomy days (even if it is literally, gloomy).