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Wow today was nice, another beautiful day. Its days like this when i'm really happy just to be...idk happy. Its a weird feeling, like i'm going to jump out of my skin for some reason. I just want to go do womething, but i couldn't tell you what that something is. i mean, today was so nice, i couldn't sit still, but yet all i wanted to do was sleep. When i came home i went outside and i wanted to do something, but of course i had nothing to do and no one to do it with, and i came in and all of a sudden i was just exhausted, like i'd been awake for a week without any sleep, so fine, i take a nap, and i'm still ready to fall over. I dont know what is wrong with me i mean, every day seems the same, like a repeat of itself over and over, and i never seem to be ready for anything. its like i feel like things are just flying at me with no real order. Getting up in the morning seems to take more effort than anything i've ever done, and it shouldn't. Its like i'm being shoved into the day with no preparation, and i'm watching it just fly by me...like i'm not even a part of it. I dont know what is wrong with me...i'm not all sad-i'm-going-to-slit-my-wrists-and-write-bad-poetry angsty or anything...its just a weird feeling. I need to go exersize or something, but i don't have any energy.
eh, sorry i made you sit through all of that.
well i'm out for now...
eh, sorry i made you sit through all of that.
well i'm out for now...