I'm tired of being alone so hurry up and get here

[pinkproblem]

I've been in such a funk lately...like...in a state of Michigan. I don't know if that phrase actually works there. But I've just been in a depressing mood. Part of it could be that I've been sick for over a week now. I feel worthless. It's hard to get work done or to even clean the room. But it could also be that I'm stressed about money. School is so expensive and I know my parents are strapped for money right now anyway...stupid economics. But I'm also not like the whole being single thing. Not that I want to date someone just to date them. I like being half of a whole....I can't get the John Mayer song out of my head:
Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I know I swore off guys for the semester but I don't think I can do it...I just need to find a guy who doesn't completely suck, someone who actually appreciates me and wants to be with me...someone who will call me before he goes to sleep at night just to say goodnight and wish me sweet dreams and that he loves me.