Back to the daily grind
So I've been back at school for a couple weeks now. The roadtrip out with my mom was pretty fun (even the brief dilema with the Canadian border patrol!) School's a lot tougher than it was last year...my work load has at least tripled and there's really no room to slack at all. It kind of sucks, but I think I'll become a better person because of it...it'll definitely help my time management skills. But what's really good about school is that I'm back with all my girls. I missed them so much this summer. It's nice to always have them around and even though we have our problems (what friends don't?) it's like having a family away from home.
Went out to Worcester tonight to visit Andrew and Nate. Didn't get to talk to Nate, but we saw his concert. Man I love male a capella groups....I just love men that can sing!!! So nice to hang out with Andrew. I love him to death and even though we girls seem to laugh all the time anyway it's even more fun when he's around. Can't wait till he comes out here next week. I also like that there's no drama or anything with him. All the other guys I know right now just suck. Like one in particular who has blocked me on IM. I don't want to sound like a crazy touchy girl, but I really have no idea what I did for him to do that. We hadn't even talked very much in the weeks before that and he basically avoided me all summer long so I couldn't have done or said anything that would have pissed him off. Wow, the whole avoidance thing sounds like he has a decent reason to block me, huh? But I swear it's not cuz I was an overbearing stalker person or anything. It makes me so sad that we aren't close like we used to be...I used to feel like I could tell him anything. And now I can't tell him anything at all. I could call or e-mail if I wanted, but he obviously doesn't want to talk to me does he? So if something happens later in life where we reconnect in life that's great and if not then I won't spend two cents of my time fussing over it because in that case it would just prove that he really is a stupid, idiotic, immature person who can't even give a person warning that they don't want to talk to them!!! Gah, stupid boys. I hate them. I'm serious when I say that I'm swearing them off for the semester. More drama than they're worth. My friends keep saying "well what if you meet a perfect guy who's really into you this semester?" and my response is that if he's really that into me then he can surely wait until next semester for anything to happen. Besides, the way things are going right now I REALLY don't have time to worry about boys because already I'm starting to slack off and I just can't let that happen.
Went out to Worcester tonight to visit Andrew and Nate. Didn't get to talk to Nate, but we saw his concert. Man I love male a capella groups....I just love men that can sing!!! So nice to hang out with Andrew. I love him to death and even though we girls seem to laugh all the time anyway it's even more fun when he's around. Can't wait till he comes out here next week. I also like that there's no drama or anything with him. All the other guys I know right now just suck. Like one in particular who has blocked me on IM. I don't want to sound like a crazy touchy girl, but I really have no idea what I did for him to do that. We hadn't even talked very much in the weeks before that and he basically avoided me all summer long so I couldn't have done or said anything that would have pissed him off. Wow, the whole avoidance thing sounds like he has a decent reason to block me, huh? But I swear it's not cuz I was an overbearing stalker person or anything. It makes me so sad that we aren't close like we used to be...I used to feel like I could tell him anything. And now I can't tell him anything at all. I could call or e-mail if I wanted, but he obviously doesn't want to talk to me does he? So if something happens later in life where we reconnect in life that's great and if not then I won't spend two cents of my time fussing over it because in that case it would just prove that he really is a stupid, idiotic, immature person who can't even give a person warning that they don't want to talk to them!!! Gah, stupid boys. I hate them. I'm serious when I say that I'm swearing them off for the semester. More drama than they're worth. My friends keep saying "well what if you meet a perfect guy who's really into you this semester?" and my response is that if he's really that into me then he can surely wait until next semester for anything to happen. Besides, the way things are going right now I REALLY don't have time to worry about boys because already I'm starting to slack off and I just can't let that happen.