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Today has been such a freaking awesome day!!! I spent my whole day with Nikki pretty much. We had a great time. A lot happened, and I really don't feel like talking about it...so I'll just give some quick highlights. :-) We went to Applebee's to celebrate her graduation. Then, we went and saw "The Break up". It was good, I really enjoyed it! We were going to go for a walk, but it started raining...so we ended up going to the mall instead. We walked around, talked, and looked at clothes. I saw some of the cutest things ever! I can't wait to go shopping with in the next couple weeks! :-) Afterwards, we went to Krogers so I could visit a couple friends. Then, we went back to her house, and watched some tv. And, now I'm home, debating on going to bed or not. Today really wore me out, and I'm not sure why. I just feel so drained, but it's not like I did a lot. I mean really we didn't do anything that would've caused me to be so drained like this.
***I've just begun to realize some things. And, it's pissing me off that it's taken me so long to finally wake up. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm far more hurt then I ever thought possible. But, "they" probably don't care. It was a game! Now I finally see! So...was it love? Who knows! Your guess is as good as mine! I just want to cry!!! Nothing makes sense anymore. Maybe I'm over reacting...maybe I'm twisting it all around. We can only hope that I am. Cause if not, it will be so hard to admit that it was all a BIG mistake!!!
*sighs*
Well, I'm off! I'll update later! Tomorrow's going to be a long ass day. Graduation! I'll be spending my whole day with Nikki once again. I just love her! :-)
Kris
***I've just begun to realize some things. And, it's pissing me off that it's taken me so long to finally wake up. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm far more hurt then I ever thought possible. But, "they" probably don't care. It was a game! Now I finally see! So...was it love? Who knows! Your guess is as good as mine! I just want to cry!!! Nothing makes sense anymore. Maybe I'm over reacting...maybe I'm twisting it all around. We can only hope that I am. Cause if not, it will be so hard to admit that it was all a BIG mistake!!!
*sighs*
Well, I'm off! I'll update later! Tomorrow's going to be a long ass day. Graduation! I'll be spending my whole day with Nikki once again. I just love her! :-)
Kris