Giving Up AGAIN!
So my birthday suxed!! The night before was ok but the day sucked!!!! I had to work, found out that Michael has a new g/f and wasn't even goin to call to say Happy Birthday :( That hurt me alot! I was only in the mood to talk to Justin but he was busy at Danny's place which is totaly kool. I have like so many problems at work and so many mean people. I so want to give up but its not goin too b/c i finaly got the crew back together and Justin back around that i can't. I got my ears pieced today. thats pretty kool. Cry is talkin to me again!!!! IM SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT!!!! :) I missed her. Im goin out with Heather friday night to the strip club! Thats going to be great! I leave in 19 days! i want to go but i dont. its weird. im tired tho and upset and i am trin to get ahold of justin and i cant. :( Im out