My Heartbreak
It hurts so much when you start having hopes that you could reach your dream and when you are so close to it, you get cut. I was normal when my moment came but when I went outside and saw the camera filming me and other girls walking away with our bags, I was slowly drawing tears. When I got to the parking lot, I couldn't help it but bawl. It felt good to release all those emotions but then again, I improved so much in a year. The fact that my family, Jad and all of my friends and Jad's friends were rooting for me and are proud of me for making it farther than the majority of the girls, means so much to me. I'm definitely not giving up because if I made it this far, then it means that I have potential in making my dream possible.
I wish I was dancing and it is my passion, besides playing the violin. I know that education is and should be top priority but more than anything, I wish want to accomplish my passion.
Jad's friend, Diane, came over for the weekend at Jad's. It was good to see her yesterday because she is a cool person to hang out with and I have not seen her in a while. We went to go see Sin City but I fell asleep because I was so tired from dancing two days straight. Jad got upset but eventually understood that I really wanted to see the movie but my body was too overpowering for my mind. We went to Doneraki's to stuff our faces and forgot about yesterday's heartbreak.
This weekend has been full of ups and downs. I start school this afternoon and everything will be back to normal.
I wish I was dancing and it is my passion, besides playing the violin. I know that education is and should be top priority but more than anything, I wish want to accomplish my passion.
Jad's friend, Diane, came over for the weekend at Jad's. It was good to see her yesterday because she is a cool person to hang out with and I have not seen her in a while. We went to go see Sin City but I fell asleep because I was so tired from dancing two days straight. Jad got upset but eventually understood that I really wanted to see the movie but my body was too overpowering for my mind. We went to Doneraki's to stuff our faces and forgot about yesterday's heartbreak.
This weekend has been full of ups and downs. I start school this afternoon and everything will be back to normal.