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I don't care how the world may view me right now. I'm hurting because I am hurting others. I am not cold, I do take into consideration others feelings....but sometimes you must do and say what you feel is the right thing to do.
He told me he loved me. I laid there with him the other night knowing, avoiding the inevitable; that I am leaving in a week. I let him say it. I knew it was coming. I just can't get the courage to tell him, this man who says he loves and cares for me, that I will be leaving,...for good. He was one of the first people who took me in here and showed me the ropes,a guy who's brought me into his family, introduced me to his friends who I now consider to be close friends of mine.He makes me laugh uncontrollably, asks me to be at all his hockey games because he wants to "show me off and make me proud," but most of all, it's his purity,and how I feel as if I've taken that innocence away from him, without warning him why it is that I have to leave.
Somethings finally broken that will take awhile to mend.
He told me he loved me. I laid there with him the other night knowing, avoiding the inevitable; that I am leaving in a week. I let him say it. I knew it was coming. I just can't get the courage to tell him, this man who says he loves and cares for me, that I will be leaving,...for good. He was one of the first people who took me in here and showed me the ropes,a guy who's brought me into his family, introduced me to his friends who I now consider to be close friends of mine.He makes me laugh uncontrollably, asks me to be at all his hockey games because he wants to "show me off and make me proud," but most of all, it's his purity,and how I feel as if I've taken that innocence away from him, without warning him why it is that I have to leave.
Somethings finally broken that will take awhile to mend.