I love him so much..
I love Josh. Seriously.. he's wonderful.. he's beyond wonderful but that's the best way I can describe it. He completes me. I cannot fully describe how he makes me feel. I could spend hours on end being lost in his eyes.. and not complain about it one bit. He fell asleep on me after football today- I was just so happy to be with him that I didn't care or seem to mind that I couldn't move most of my body due to the way he was laying on me. I also love his mom- she's so very sweet. She's up here (she lives in the great state of Texas) for two weeks and she's like one of my favorite people ever. I call her mom and everything.. she claims Jason and I as her adopted children. So I've been with Josh every day this summer.. sometimes we've gone out and done stuff.. like go shopping or stuff but mostly we've just hung out together and I can't think of anything that could possably be more fun than being around him. He makes me happy.. he makes me feel all "warm and fuzzy" inside. I don't ever want to not feel this way.. cause I would feel really empty inside. It's wierd how he's been around me for the past four years and we've been really good friends for a while but we've just now.. (for the past three months).. found eachother. I think it's crazy how he's been here all along but I've just now fallen in love with him. I fall in love with him again every day.. it's crazy. And you know what makes me love him even more?? He got me DAVE MATTHEWS BAND tickets!! I'm so excited! lol It's not until August 5th but I was so bumbed out after I didn't get them for my birthday and he surprised me with them a few weekeds ago for out three month anniversary.. I love him so much.. and no it has NOTHING to do with the tickets as to how much I love him. Everybody should have somebody they feel this way about.. somebody who makes them happy, makes them smile, makes them go weak in the knees.. everybody should have someone to love this much!