Dec 02, 2005 13:05
no one ever seems to understand why i can be so up tight about things.
i really don't feel good,and i haven't been at all lately.shit is pretty messed up these days and just because i don't go around crying and telling people my problems doesn't mean that it's not. i guess being a bitch is how i deal with it. and i'm sorry if i am taking it out on the wrong people, i really don't mean it. i know it's not right but it's how i am. i think its primarily for the fact that i tend to let a certain someone walk all over me so i tend to try to be some sort of "gangsta bitch" to everyone else.
im going nucking futs!!!!!