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[pinkpolkadots4]

ok so I confused myself way more than anyone can imagine
im like torn between 2 sides of myself on this decision
which is the better choice, why do I have to make this choice
gosh sometimes things can be fun for the moment but later you have to ponder and consider the actions
and it really isn't what fun you thought at all, or was it?
I can't keep going back in forth
things were fine everything was great
but then this happened and it either can move forward or either they'll go backward
either way its awkward

wayyyyyyyyy complicated