ugh...ugh...ugh...
ugh...so yesterday was the first day for the diet...it sucked...but I was good
today was the second day...it sucked because I cheated and at half a brownie
my arm and knee hurt...my grandma says my arm hurts because I broke it when I was like 4...my knee, it seems I've always had a bad knee but I am not sure why...hereditary? And it makes this horrible creaking sound when I bend or unbend it...my left knee does not make that sound...hmm, maybe I should have that checked...
ok, so I am watching Driven: Lindsay Lohan...and they spent like 10 minutes talking about how Lohan and Duff dislike eachother...and as they were talking about it it occurred to me how high school the entire thing was...if you think about it most Hollywood fights are...then I kept thinking about it...even in the "real world"...I mean in the work environment there are people that don't like eachother...there is always some sort of competition going on...it's like we spend our high school years thinking that it will all end when we graduate but the truth is it doesn't...the only thing that changes is how we deal with it... I mean in high school and in early adulthood it seems so terrible because we aren't comfortable enough in our own skin but later on in life we don't notice the drama as much because we don't value other peoples opinion of us so much because we've learned to like ourselves...or at least we pretend not to...
ok, stepping off the soap box now...I am just wondering when Lohan got so skanky...or at least look like it...I think it is the blonde hair...she looks better as a red-head...
anyway...my computer was being a bit of a butt head today...I hope I managed to fix it...guess we'll find out...
Hopefully, the diet will go better tomorrow...maybe if I convince my mom to quit buying junk food for my sister and dad...I will do better tomorrow...no cheating...and I might go running...but I doubt it...I hate running...I would rather do two hundred sit ups than run two steps...I don't know why I dislike it so much...don't most people...I need to go tanning too...Maybe I will lay out tomorrow...I need to go to the mall too...I have to get some lotion from victoria secret's...i have very little Love Spell left...
Anyway...I am really thirsty and I am going to go get some water...or orange juice...since that's all I can drink...
today was the second day...it sucked because I cheated and at half a brownie
my arm and knee hurt...my grandma says my arm hurts because I broke it when I was like 4...my knee, it seems I've always had a bad knee but I am not sure why...hereditary? And it makes this horrible creaking sound when I bend or unbend it...my left knee does not make that sound...hmm, maybe I should have that checked...
ok, so I am watching Driven: Lindsay Lohan...and they spent like 10 minutes talking about how Lohan and Duff dislike eachother...and as they were talking about it it occurred to me how high school the entire thing was...if you think about it most Hollywood fights are...then I kept thinking about it...even in the "real world"...I mean in the work environment there are people that don't like eachother...there is always some sort of competition going on...it's like we spend our high school years thinking that it will all end when we graduate but the truth is it doesn't...the only thing that changes is how we deal with it... I mean in high school and in early adulthood it seems so terrible because we aren't comfortable enough in our own skin but later on in life we don't notice the drama as much because we don't value other peoples opinion of us so much because we've learned to like ourselves...or at least we pretend not to...
ok, stepping off the soap box now...I am just wondering when Lohan got so skanky...or at least look like it...I think it is the blonde hair...she looks better as a red-head...
anyway...my computer was being a bit of a butt head today...I hope I managed to fix it...guess we'll find out...
Hopefully, the diet will go better tomorrow...maybe if I convince my mom to quit buying junk food for my sister and dad...I will do better tomorrow...no cheating...and I might go running...but I doubt it...I hate running...I would rather do two hundred sit ups than run two steps...I don't know why I dislike it so much...don't most people...I need to go tanning too...Maybe I will lay out tomorrow...I need to go to the mall too...I have to get some lotion from victoria secret's...i have very little Love Spell left...
Anyway...I am really thirsty and I am going to go get some water...or orange juice...since that's all I can drink...