pictures...
So today my mom was organizing pics and found all these pics from middle school that i forgot i had even taken...people that i haven't spoken to probably since the picture was taken...a certain boy in a yellow poodle skirt sitting in recycle bin...hmm, wonder who that could have been... anyway it made me just a little sad and nostalgic...wish i could go back to when things were simpler but i am sure in a couple of years i will think back on this moment and think the same thing...
so it is a friday night...and what am i doing? that's right i am being a nerd doing this...i opted to lay low this weekend...i was just tired of the parties...sometimes it gets old...i think it is time for me to settle down...to spend some weekends at home just hanging out instead of always in pursuit of some unattainable fun that just isn't as fun as it seemed it would be
i thought being home would make me behave but i've realized it's me that needs to change not the environment...so i am going to...i mean this weekend would have been so easy to take off and party because it is a holiday but i decided i would rather spend time grocery shopping with my mom (i got orange sherbert ice cream...yay!) and baking with my sister (we are going to back a chocolate cake...yummy!)...and downloading music with my dad (he made me download Ratt...yuck...although i do have to give him props on godsmack...i downloaded some hendrix...i wish i knew how to play guitar...but i don't...oh well a goal for the future)...anyway my point being is that i am actually behaving...
don't get me wrong partying is awesome...and i love to...i just need a break and to get my priorities straight...and maybe not get so messed up...eh, it's food for thought
i am looking at my room and there is such a mess...i feel tempted to get up and start cleaning but i am also really tired...even though i took a nap today...i had a really bad headache this afternoon so i went to my room to lay down and passed out...oh well
i am hoping i can talk my mom into going to target and dsw tomorrow...and marshalls (i want to look for a storage trunk)...anyway my bed is telling me to sleep...hmm, sleep sounds good...
so it is a friday night...and what am i doing? that's right i am being a nerd doing this...i opted to lay low this weekend...i was just tired of the parties...sometimes it gets old...i think it is time for me to settle down...to spend some weekends at home just hanging out instead of always in pursuit of some unattainable fun that just isn't as fun as it seemed it would be
i thought being home would make me behave but i've realized it's me that needs to change not the environment...so i am going to...i mean this weekend would have been so easy to take off and party because it is a holiday but i decided i would rather spend time grocery shopping with my mom (i got orange sherbert ice cream...yay!) and baking with my sister (we are going to back a chocolate cake...yummy!)...and downloading music with my dad (he made me download Ratt...yuck...although i do have to give him props on godsmack...i downloaded some hendrix...i wish i knew how to play guitar...but i don't...oh well a goal for the future)...anyway my point being is that i am actually behaving...
don't get me wrong partying is awesome...and i love to...i just need a break and to get my priorities straight...and maybe not get so messed up...eh, it's food for thought
i am looking at my room and there is such a mess...i feel tempted to get up and start cleaning but i am also really tired...even though i took a nap today...i had a really bad headache this afternoon so i went to my room to lay down and passed out...oh well
i am hoping i can talk my mom into going to target and dsw tomorrow...and marshalls (i want to look for a storage trunk)...anyway my bed is telling me to sleep...hmm, sleep sounds good...