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[pinkpolkadots02]

breaking my heart its breaking me down
ive done my best, ive worn myself into the ground
i dont want this life if this is what it has become
and if you say that its not changing well i guess my dear iam done

you've drained me of everything that ive got
im suppose to come first but i think you forgot
ive cried over this the last and final time
i cant do it anymore or i will lose my mind

i dont think you quite understand what this means
i tried and tried to tell you if this doesnt change i will leave
i dont just toss those words around like you
when i say it just know thats exactly what ill do

it breaks my heart more for our daughter then it does for me
why wont you quit shutting this out and finally see
im not wrong in how i feel
and that this situation is very difficult yet so very real

im through the maniuplation im through with the lies
why can you just stand by myside
im not just fighting for me im fighting for us
yet you stand by the one whos tearing us apart

when will you see when will you learn
losing my daughter is my only concern
im scared it will be
just too late before you actually see