Aug 28, 2005 20:34
I'm sitting out on my verandah, in the dark, shivering but i cant be bothered going inside tonight. George is inside somewhere sleeping. I forget which bed he's sleeping in tonight. I guess it doesnt matter, he has to get up at 3am to go to work anyways. Sometimes he sleeps in the other bed so he wont wake me up so early in the morning while he rummages around for his clothes. A smart person would put them out the night before so they could just grab the pile and get changed in the bathroom, but not my georgie. I chose cuteness over substance, and if you've seen a picture of my georgie you'll know that i got a rum deal. Meh, i'm just grumpy. Grumpy and tired. I've been busting my ass all weekend cleaning my house and entertaining george's family- who NEVER seem to leave. I have heaps of homework to do too. It shits me that his family is so inconsiderate. They just expect us to drop whatever we're doing and run to do whatever they want. I may as well be living there, but then i would have offed myself already. My shrink reckons i'm putting too much pressure on myself to be perfect again, lol. I think i need a new shrink. The therapy is getting a little too monotonous. Maybe i need to do something really weird to freak him out. I have been feeling like poking things with skewers lately. Maybe i should indulge my passion. Last time i felt like this i ended up writing a novel to keep my mind off of it. If i had time now i would, but i dont. I'm meant to be doing some stupid computer assignment because i wiped the version i had saved so now i have to re-record all the mp3's i'm meant to have made by friday. Not that my partner has done any more than i have. I love being partners with Bea. She's as lazy as i am and is willing to pull an all-nighter to get the work finished. So awesomeness. Bec is just plain lazy. She hardly ever shows up to uni and when she does she's always on her lap-top playing cards instead of actually learning. No wonder her presentstion sucked the other day. She wrote it the morning of, and then wondered why everyone else's was so much better...maybe because they prepared and knew what they were talking about? Lets just say that she's not the kind of person that can wing it. Neat, my fingernails are turning purple. Maybe i should go inside, flick on tv and drink some coffee..i dunno. I might bum around on the net for a bit longer. I got a date with Miss kym tommorow in my 3 hour break. Yay. I hope she has fun stuff to say..cause i know i havent done anything exciting.
Anyhows i guess that's enough bitching and girly gossip.
Be good. Call your mothers.