Jun 08, 2005 03:35
Sometimes I wish that I were not a human being. I think it would be nice to not have the brain capacity to understand the world and how it works. I miss being a little kid. When everyone was a good person, and the bad guys were far far away from me. Now, I find that most of them are standing all around me. People who just want to destroy the world. I mean, it's already been broken up into little tiny pieces hasn't it? Why can't the whole thing just be for all of us? I want to live in a world with no fences. Where people won't shoo me off their land for checking out their creek. Honestly, I can't believe that anyone would look at me and think I'm going to rob them. Why does no one have any hope anymore? Why does it still suck to be female? Why am I punished for mistakes I never made? I feel very fortunate to be in this human form. Maybe it's just that I wish some other people had not been so lucky.