so let's recap
im finally FREE. well almost. this next month's going to be some kind of whacked out memory of last year. being back at the parents again. im stuck sleeping in my brothers old room...by the back of the house. i havnt had a night in it yet, but im about to find out. it's kind of freezing...and creepy.
ive had a lot of pent up aggression stuck inside me for the past year and my fuse is very very short now. almost anything can set me off. i just cant seem to control my temper anymore. i wonder what i can do to get this aggression out. mark says i should join a gym to work it out. yeah...i feel like im going to get into a physical altercation very soon. and it doesnt really scare me either, it almost soothes me to think i might be able to fight it out of me. it's this tightly wound up knot of anger.
i think i just need a change, and im already in that phase of change. it's starting, one more month.
tomorrow, i'll have to confront the people that are renting the apt in my parents house and make sure that they're leaving. i wish my dad wouldnt just told me to tell them in the first place. oh well, it's not like they have a lease with us anyway. one months notice is all they'll need.
oh brooklyn. im back.
ive had a lot of pent up aggression stuck inside me for the past year and my fuse is very very short now. almost anything can set me off. i just cant seem to control my temper anymore. i wonder what i can do to get this aggression out. mark says i should join a gym to work it out. yeah...i feel like im going to get into a physical altercation very soon. and it doesnt really scare me either, it almost soothes me to think i might be able to fight it out of me. it's this tightly wound up knot of anger.
i think i just need a change, and im already in that phase of change. it's starting, one more month.
tomorrow, i'll have to confront the people that are renting the apt in my parents house and make sure that they're leaving. i wish my dad wouldnt just told me to tell them in the first place. oh well, it's not like they have a lease with us anyway. one months notice is all they'll need.
oh brooklyn. im back.