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[pinkpixies7]

I had a weekend off!  Still no sleep!  Sleep is overrated in my life.  By overrated I mean missed.  New Years day is going to be spent in bed.  Phone OFF in bed.  For the whole day.  Ahhhhh yes.  It will be a good day!

Friday after work I went to happy hour with a few co workers.  Kind of an informal goodbye thing for those who have been supportive

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[alannakitty]

"loved him with all of my being and the final blow that forced him out of my life was one of the most challenging tests of my strength. .... Still I regret nothing. I think I needed it. All of it. Especially the last experience. My number one crime was loving so completely unconditionally that I would lower myself to unacceptable levels to keep the relationship together. ... I did it last year because I had been hurt so many times by this one person whom I loved. ... It was wrong of me and I know now that he wasn’t worthy of me. I will never go there again."

Amen. I'm right there with you. I realized now how much abuse I put myself through. I think in my case, I thought I deserved it. Now I realize I don't and I will NOT make the same mistakes again. I think we are on similar paths in regards to our thoughts on relationships and 2008. Like you, I have learned to be content with my own company. Hence, doing a lot of things like the movies by myself. Honestly, you are watching the movie, you aren't talking so it isn't any different being "alone". I may go see a movie New Years Day.

*hugs*

[pinkpixies7]

I was thinking the same thing about you and I being on similar paths! I am in your corner babe! You've come a LONG way!