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My lj has been acting up, so if you see this a few times I'm sorry!
I don't want to think about all the horrible calories I put into my body today. That and doing a grand total of zero physical activity. We all deserve a bad day once and a while right? Once and a while is turning into a daily routine these days. Ever since the second job I am eating on the go a thousand times more. Running? Not so much. Because I am working two jobs my lunch hours are spent studying for my next certification since I will not have down time in the evenings to cram. I am ashamed of myself when it comes to my eating and exercise habits. I keep trying to think of a way to fit it all in. Bottom line I need to actually LEARN HOW TO COOK and start DOING SO IN BULK so I can heat it up on the go. Exercise will still suffer for now, but eating habits alone will make me feel much better. If I was scheduled slightly later to be at PetSmart I could probably swing running to work everyday. Of course this would involve running home in the dark. Meh. I like working for PetSmart. For retail they are actually a fairly decent company to work for. Weekly pay checks. You don't see that a lot these days! Fun managers. LOTS of animals! Life is good, with the exception of the "pet parents" I am forced to be polite too.
I wanted to get out dancing this weekend. Didn't happen. Surprise surprise right? Had a few drinks with Kat and company though. A bit of the pole dancing was mixed in. You wish you were there :-) I'm also seeing Rent next week with my sister. God I need a night out. We have third row seats! I am SO excited!
My social life has gone down the toilet. I recognize that I have done this too myself. I just need to keep reminding myself that I am working hard so I can play even harder. I just hope that's enough to get me through the next eleven months.
I don't want to think about all the horrible calories I put into my body today. That and doing a grand total of zero physical activity. We all deserve a bad day once and a while right? Once and a while is turning into a daily routine these days. Ever since the second job I am eating on the go a thousand times more. Running? Not so much. Because I am working two jobs my lunch hours are spent studying for my next certification since I will not have down time in the evenings to cram. I am ashamed of myself when it comes to my eating and exercise habits. I keep trying to think of a way to fit it all in. Bottom line I need to actually LEARN HOW TO COOK and start DOING SO IN BULK so I can heat it up on the go. Exercise will still suffer for now, but eating habits alone will make me feel much better. If I was scheduled slightly later to be at PetSmart I could probably swing running to work everyday. Of course this would involve running home in the dark. Meh. I like working for PetSmart. For retail they are actually a fairly decent company to work for. Weekly pay checks. You don't see that a lot these days! Fun managers. LOTS of animals! Life is good, with the exception of the "pet parents" I am forced to be polite too.
I wanted to get out dancing this weekend. Didn't happen. Surprise surprise right? Had a few drinks with Kat and company though. A bit of the pole dancing was mixed in. You wish you were there :-) I'm also seeing Rent next week with my sister. God I need a night out. We have third row seats! I am SO excited!
My social life has gone down the toilet. I recognize that I have done this too myself. I just need to keep reminding myself that I am working hard so I can play even harder. I just hope that's enough to get me through the next eleven months.