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I've been so frustrated lately.. gosh.
Today, jessica started talking about getting the piano tuned, and my mom said that were running low on money and so she should pay it if she wants it... there was this huge argument. Jessica started crying, Mom started crying, Alexis started cyring, I started crying. I went in mom's room to cheer her up... she just said she was moving out. I cant stand this. I loved when my mom and dad were married... we had such a happy family. Everything is being destroyed. I'm just crying helplessly, i don't know what to say, or what to do.
Mom said my grandma is still so sick. I've been so worried about her.. and I've cried so much over her. she's been there anytime I need her, she's the best anyone could have. I want MY kids to have her there for her.. I want to have everlasting lives.. but then the circle of life would stop, so I wouldn't want that.
It's kind of hard to look at the screen when I'm cyring, because I'm really worried about whats going to happen in the future. Will my grandma be okay? Are brad and my mom going to get a divorce? Will I end up moving BACK over to my grandma's? will my dad get married? It makes me soo frustrated..
My dad has respectfully held back on getting re-married or moving.. he knows what I'm going through right now, and he wants me to be happy. I love him so much.
I'd like to thank the following people for being here for me:
Tanvi, Jimmy, Sarah C., Cameron S., My brother, Alexis, Amber, Paige, and Dad.
Thank you so much.
Please call me jimmy, I need to hear your voice.
xox courtney xox
I love jimmy
Today, jessica started talking about getting the piano tuned, and my mom said that were running low on money and so she should pay it if she wants it... there was this huge argument. Jessica started crying, Mom started crying, Alexis started cyring, I started crying. I went in mom's room to cheer her up... she just said she was moving out. I cant stand this. I loved when my mom and dad were married... we had such a happy family. Everything is being destroyed. I'm just crying helplessly, i don't know what to say, or what to do.
Mom said my grandma is still so sick. I've been so worried about her.. and I've cried so much over her. she's been there anytime I need her, she's the best anyone could have. I want MY kids to have her there for her.. I want to have everlasting lives.. but then the circle of life would stop, so I wouldn't want that.
It's kind of hard to look at the screen when I'm cyring, because I'm really worried about whats going to happen in the future. Will my grandma be okay? Are brad and my mom going to get a divorce? Will I end up moving BACK over to my grandma's? will my dad get married? It makes me soo frustrated..
My dad has respectfully held back on getting re-married or moving.. he knows what I'm going through right now, and he wants me to be happy. I love him so much.
I'd like to thank the following people for being here for me:
Tanvi, Jimmy, Sarah C., Cameron S., My brother, Alexis, Amber, Paige, and Dad.
Thank you so much.
Please call me jimmy, I need to hear your voice.
xox courtney xox
I love jimmy