Seniors
this year has been great and i don't regret any of it
this week is the seniors' last week and i'm sure all of you are aware of that.
i could either be upset about the way that i have tons of senior friends that are leaving or i could be upset because i didn't take the time ti get to know the seniors and now i'll never have a chance, and i'm so glad i got to know them, they are amazing but its soo hard to say goodbye.
this kills me because i have soo many senior friends and i care so much about so many of the seniors and knowing that they have 3 days left of high school makes me really upset. i'm so happy for them and they are done with all this and moving on and making their own lives and getting out there and doing it. but my god why does it have to hurt so much to see them leave? the answer is because i may never see most of them again, yes there are the ones that are going to IRCC or that will come back but one perticular that means a lot to me, the chances are really slim that i'll see him again besides the occasionally hello. that means i will never know how college went for him or how his life turned out. all my friends i want to know how they are in college and stuff and i know that we'll lose touch and i'm not ready for that to happen, i never will be, but its too soon, i'm 16, i don't want to lose track of my friends definately not yet. this has also made me realize how close i am to being a senior. i still have two years but my god, the past two years of high school have gone by too fast and i'm afraid the next two will go even faster. i want to move on so bad but i don't want to leave the people that i have known my entire life, the ones that were always there for me.
when i got home today i looked through my yearbook and when i reached the senior page and such i started crying, and we're not talking about a glistening tear drop either, i couldn't stop. and then my mom's like oh stop you are going to make me cry. she's like i knew it was going to hit you hard when you finally realized they are going to be gone.
i don't even have anything to show for missing the seniors i mean krysta has thommy i mean obviously she'll miss him, but i don't have a senior boyfriend, not anymore, i have a senior interest but that can't go anywhere, why? because he's a SENIOR and he's going to college in the fall. i just haven't had enough time to know them the way i want to and i know i can't get any of that time back and i know i'll never have it again.
graduation is going to be miserable, i am not going to be able to stop crying and it will probably be raining (knock on wood) and messing up my hair and i'll look like crap and then everyone will see me crying in front of people and it'll be bad
yeah so anyways any seniors who see this, you need to sign my yearbook right away if you haven't already!!!
this week is the seniors' last week and i'm sure all of you are aware of that.
i could either be upset about the way that i have tons of senior friends that are leaving or i could be upset because i didn't take the time ti get to know the seniors and now i'll never have a chance, and i'm so glad i got to know them, they are amazing but its soo hard to say goodbye.
this kills me because i have soo many senior friends and i care so much about so many of the seniors and knowing that they have 3 days left of high school makes me really upset. i'm so happy for them and they are done with all this and moving on and making their own lives and getting out there and doing it. but my god why does it have to hurt so much to see them leave? the answer is because i may never see most of them again, yes there are the ones that are going to IRCC or that will come back but one perticular that means a lot to me, the chances are really slim that i'll see him again besides the occasionally hello. that means i will never know how college went for him or how his life turned out. all my friends i want to know how they are in college and stuff and i know that we'll lose touch and i'm not ready for that to happen, i never will be, but its too soon, i'm 16, i don't want to lose track of my friends definately not yet. this has also made me realize how close i am to being a senior. i still have two years but my god, the past two years of high school have gone by too fast and i'm afraid the next two will go even faster. i want to move on so bad but i don't want to leave the people that i have known my entire life, the ones that were always there for me.
when i got home today i looked through my yearbook and when i reached the senior page and such i started crying, and we're not talking about a glistening tear drop either, i couldn't stop. and then my mom's like oh stop you are going to make me cry. she's like i knew it was going to hit you hard when you finally realized they are going to be gone.
i don't even have anything to show for missing the seniors i mean krysta has thommy i mean obviously she'll miss him, but i don't have a senior boyfriend, not anymore, i have a senior interest but that can't go anywhere, why? because he's a SENIOR and he's going to college in the fall. i just haven't had enough time to know them the way i want to and i know i can't get any of that time back and i know i'll never have it again.
graduation is going to be miserable, i am not going to be able to stop crying and it will probably be raining (knock on wood) and messing up my hair and i'll look like crap and then everyone will see me crying in front of people and it'll be bad
yeah so anyways any seniors who see this, you need to sign my yearbook right away if you haven't already!!!