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I hate the sinking feeling i get when i wake up in the morning to find that the one i was dreaming of is gone and it was jus a very nice dream, I know it is a dream, because my bed is still empty though other wise i might not be sure. I know who i'm dreaming of, i have been for months, but for now he is not here and i am alone. But just as i'm waking up I can almost hear him breathing, and feel him laying next to me...some might call me crazy...perhaps i am...I've never been sure. I suppose it's all my lonely over active imagination.
Have you ever been in a deep sleep, and someone comes into the room and you feel them there or maybe they wake you up, but as you're waking up you suddenly feel strange in your body like you don't belong there or just a second before you weren't IN your body? It's one of the oddest feelings in the world to me, but i feel it often because i'm such a light sleeper, anything getting with in six feet of my bed wakes me.
I find it funny that i go to bed after everyone and i tend to get up before everyone. I sleep a lot through out the day but only an hour or two here and a half hour there...then at night...i'm kept awake, by sounds, by the dark, by my imagination. I'm a night owl...i'd rather be awake at night anyway. Yes i'm talking about sleep...why i'm not sure...but i am.
Have you ever been in a deep sleep, and someone comes into the room and you feel them there or maybe they wake you up, but as you're waking up you suddenly feel strange in your body like you don't belong there or just a second before you weren't IN your body? It's one of the oddest feelings in the world to me, but i feel it often because i'm such a light sleeper, anything getting with in six feet of my bed wakes me.
I find it funny that i go to bed after everyone and i tend to get up before everyone. I sleep a lot through out the day but only an hour or two here and a half hour there...then at night...i'm kept awake, by sounds, by the dark, by my imagination. I'm a night owl...i'd rather be awake at night anyway. Yes i'm talking about sleep...why i'm not sure...but i am.