Until life ends.....
Sometimes we just sit around and waste time scolding others for their wasted time..but most of the time we just fool ourselves.
Happiness..yes I'm happily loved...and then you somehow realize the cover for it all....
And we're all so vulnerable to believe the lies and to form our own..that things you can never take back haunt you...and you reach for them but they are gone forever....
Love becomes a feeling....a word..an excuse..an exit..just a nice door to prop open when questions need to be avoided..when answers are to hard to find...............
So you sit back and be a puppet..everything makes you happy and you do everything to make them happy..b/c you love them....b/c you hate yourself
Sitting there doing everything EVERYTHING..shopping..sacrifices......freakin' everything...and for a while you get commended..and then it is insulted....or overlooked....and you say "look what I can do" and then silence..and then you're dead..or wish you were
You wish........
to get away but you can't.....it's an addiction that I've failed to overcome.......and I wish.........
Happiness..yes I'm happily loved...and then you somehow realize the cover for it all....
And we're all so vulnerable to believe the lies and to form our own..that things you can never take back haunt you...and you reach for them but they are gone forever....
Love becomes a feeling....a word..an excuse..an exit..just a nice door to prop open when questions need to be avoided..when answers are to hard to find...............
So you sit back and be a puppet..everything makes you happy and you do everything to make them happy..b/c you love them....b/c you hate yourself
Sitting there doing everything EVERYTHING..shopping..sacrifices......freakin' everything...and for a while you get commended..and then it is insulted....or overlooked....and you say "look what I can do" and then silence..and then you're dead..or wish you were
You wish........
to get away but you can't.....it's an addiction that I've failed to overcome.......and I wish.........