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Nov 02, 2005 21:52

I cant breathe.
I don't know if the burning in my nose is from the cigarette smoke in my apt. or from the flu.
I don't want to talk to anyone right now.
I kinda wanna snuggle up in bed and go to sleep but I fear that I will wake up at 1 a.m. and be well rested.
My ribs and back ache.
I don't want to go home next week but I do.
I can't take my mom anymore.
She isn't a loving person and I hate that.
I'm hungry but I'm not.
I've eaten SO much in the past two weeks.
I'm not happy with my life right now and I would love to change it but can't.
I saw Steven today and was pissed- he told me I sounded like I was dead when he called me but I reminded him that I said I wouldn't be missing that movie for anything.
Whatever.
I just didn't expect to seem so disposable to him.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow but I have to.
I can't wait for this weekend.
Laziness and Senior Proj. are my only worries.
Next weekend will be laziness and Mike.
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