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Things are insane. its weird that someone i just hung out with on saturday night is getting the plug pulled on them today. I dont know what to do about nick, i want to talk to him, but i cant get ahold of him, i know he's having a realy hard time right now, and i know i need to help him, but he can only get help if he can see he needs it. I hope that this event is an eyeopener for all of the peopel that i hand out with, because even though we dont think about it, we are all putting ourselves at risk with some of the things that we do. I just think some of us basement regulars need to slow the f' down... with some of the things that we do. i cant belive this is all happening and it doensnt seem like its even real. Things like this just arent supposed to happen. I dont know about anything anymore, it's too scary.
XoXo amanda
XoXo amanda