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So yesterday was one of the most diapointing days ever, and definetly the most disapointing birthday I think I have had..But it wasn't all bad don't get me wrong, the end of the night wasn't all bad, it was pretty good.. Justin bought me a gold promise ring with a little cluster of diamonds on it (and tooke me to dinner), I love it.. I love him.. I love you baby..xox.. And Karissa called me..I love her, I miss her so much, and she hasn't even been gone that long, aka not long at all, just like she's been on vacation..
The worst of this is that.. I don't think I am going to get to go up and see her.. =*( My check still hasn't come..which means I have no money to go anywhere with, anyways, she called me, she has already made friends and went out with them last night and got drunk..eugh that makes me so jelouse.. Can't wait till I can get up there to see her..definetly going to be one of the best times of life!
When I got home from getting my ring and what not, my mom and dad had a cake ready for me, which was nice, so they san happy birthday to me. We ate our cake, then Justin and I were off to Sarah's, it was just us three for a bit, then Pope came up to chill.. That was good to see at least a couple friends on my birthday..
The last time I felt like I did yesterday, I'm pretty sure was, about almost..2 years ago.. when every minute I am holding back a swell of tears that are just waiting to gush out, but you know whatever, what can you do.. At least today is better..
Well.. that's all..eugh..
The worst of this is that.. I don't think I am going to get to go up and see her.. =*( My check still hasn't come..which means I have no money to go anywhere with, anyways, she called me, she has already made friends and went out with them last night and got drunk..eugh that makes me so jelouse.. Can't wait till I can get up there to see her..definetly going to be one of the best times of life!
When I got home from getting my ring and what not, my mom and dad had a cake ready for me, which was nice, so they san happy birthday to me. We ate our cake, then Justin and I were off to Sarah's, it was just us three for a bit, then Pope came up to chill.. That was good to see at least a couple friends on my birthday..
The last time I felt like I did yesterday, I'm pretty sure was, about almost..2 years ago.. when every minute I am holding back a swell of tears that are just waiting to gush out, but you know whatever, what can you do.. At least today is better..
Well.. that's all..eugh..