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I've been so confused lately.
I could have sworn I was mostly over him by now, but obviously I wasn't/am not. He called me when I was at the movie today, leaving a pitiful sounding message. It sounded like he had been crying. Of course, being who I am, it makes me worried. I called him back and he said for me to call him when the movie was over. But when I did, he was out laughing, and his friend took the phone and said "hey, bitch!" Well, that sort of makes me angry.
I'm just not sure what to think. And now he's myspacing me all this stuff that doesn't even make sense. I've told him that I'll always love him, because I will. I just won't always love him the same way. But a few days ago he said he never wanted to hear from me again, and now he wants to be friends again. It feels like crap to cry every day over him, because I know he didn't cry over me. He promised me that he didn't like that girl, but then a few days ago he told me he did, even though "he doesn't any more," which I'm not so sure about.
No matter what he says though, I won't take him back. At least not for a long time. Maybe after a while, when we've had a chance to expierence new people and things, if we decide that we've come to a place where we both want to be with each other, then maybe it will happen. But I know that won't be for a long time. If we're meant to be together, it will come in time. And the same goes for any one else.
Why does life have to be so confusing?
I could have sworn I was mostly over him by now, but obviously I wasn't/am not. He called me when I was at the movie today, leaving a pitiful sounding message. It sounded like he had been crying. Of course, being who I am, it makes me worried. I called him back and he said for me to call him when the movie was over. But when I did, he was out laughing, and his friend took the phone and said "hey, bitch!" Well, that sort of makes me angry.
I'm just not sure what to think. And now he's myspacing me all this stuff that doesn't even make sense. I've told him that I'll always love him, because I will. I just won't always love him the same way. But a few days ago he said he never wanted to hear from me again, and now he wants to be friends again. It feels like crap to cry every day over him, because I know he didn't cry over me. He promised me that he didn't like that girl, but then a few days ago he told me he did, even though "he doesn't any more," which I'm not so sure about.
No matter what he says though, I won't take him back. At least not for a long time. Maybe after a while, when we've had a chance to expierence new people and things, if we decide that we've come to a place where we both want to be with each other, then maybe it will happen. But I know that won't be for a long time. If we're meant to be together, it will come in time. And the same goes for any one else.
Why does life have to be so confusing?