barbed wire
this will probably be a less than thrilling entry since I'm getting ready for exams. I've had to cancel one of them today and get a doctor's note (though, I'm not sick) because it's too much to handle. I had the strangest dream a few minutes ago that I flew into Alaska and I was staying at this really cool country club and I called Aireekah and I said "guess what?! I'm in alaska!" and she was like "I can only talk for a few minutes..." Hahaha. Yea, and she asked me if I wanted to go roller skating and stuff. Then weird things started happening at the country club hotel, there was a stalker, and I was holding someone and said "Have you ever loved somebody so much that it hurts?" And then Aireekah was kidnapped or something. it was so very strange.
I woke up and went to get my cereal and saw my Alaska plane tickets on top of my microwave. They were sent back to me in the mail, so now I have one one-way ticket to Anchorage on a flight leaving in like two weeks. I have to mail them in and then change my flight for something else, I guess. :(
Oh well, I suppose that's all in the past now. I guess that my dream just brought back some memories for me. I don't think that you ever stop loving someone, no matter how badly they hurt you, but sometimes you just can't take it anymore, and you have to get yourself out of a situation because it isn't healthy.
I'm hanging out with one of my professors now...he loves mannequins and weird shit like I do, and he has over two thousand CDs, which is finally someone who has more than I do!! I am impressed. I think I might help him decorate a little in his house. Apparently, he has tons of old medical tables--operating stuff, forceps in the freezer, little kid mannequins, mannequins on crucifixes, and he's putting up some mannequin legs in his window and suspending them there with red lights shining on them so it looks like they are floating...he was my philosophy professor for two classes this semester. Soooo, I'm just excited that some guy loves mannequins and fashion and design as much as I do. And even though I'm not dating him, it's refreshing to know that he isn't gay. no offense to gay men out there, I really do love you guys, but I was losing faith in the straight men....
I woke up and went to get my cereal and saw my Alaska plane tickets on top of my microwave. They were sent back to me in the mail, so now I have one one-way ticket to Anchorage on a flight leaving in like two weeks. I have to mail them in and then change my flight for something else, I guess. :(
Oh well, I suppose that's all in the past now. I guess that my dream just brought back some memories for me. I don't think that you ever stop loving someone, no matter how badly they hurt you, but sometimes you just can't take it anymore, and you have to get yourself out of a situation because it isn't healthy.
I'm hanging out with one of my professors now...he loves mannequins and weird shit like I do, and he has over two thousand CDs, which is finally someone who has more than I do!! I am impressed. I think I might help him decorate a little in his house. Apparently, he has tons of old medical tables--operating stuff, forceps in the freezer, little kid mannequins, mannequins on crucifixes, and he's putting up some mannequin legs in his window and suspending them there with red lights shining on them so it looks like they are floating...he was my philosophy professor for two classes this semester. Soooo, I'm just excited that some guy loves mannequins and fashion and design as much as I do. And even though I'm not dating him, it's refreshing to know that he isn't gay. no offense to gay men out there, I really do love you guys, but I was losing faith in the straight men....