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i don't know where to start...nothing terribly important. curtis got his orders to be a drill instructor...he's going to south carolina, not san diego. so much for that dream. i have been really sick for five days now. i feel like a bag of smashed assholes. i'm just ready for it to be over and be my normal self again. school was a breeze this week so i got alot of lounging time. friday i went on a trip to the prep school in new jersey to pep talk or something about coming to west point. it was a good ol time. its just nice to get out every once in awhile and feel normal. after that we got some time at the mall. curtis met me there because he had a run up in newark which was pretty sweet. i am getting really frustrated with not having any money. its depressing to go through the mall and see things that i legitamitly want and could use, but I can't buy because I have to save as much of my measley 200 a month as I can for my trip to Jamaica. Maybe I was a little jealous because Curis bought himself some shirts.