in school rebellion
live journals are by nature idiotic. what is all this drama sourrounding them?? i mean, dont we make fun of them via the "emo song"....idk. everything is such a lie. i mean, lamb thinks i hate him now? and never want to speak to him again?! hes either completely delusional and wants me to hate him or is just doing this to hurt me back. because i dont hate him. and i never have!!!! and i never said that i didnt want to talk to him ever again! i just said "till things cool down" aka. till he can be reasonable. he took it as "i never want to speak to you again" why do boys suck? its been about a month and nothings changed. i miss talking to him and the such but i know if i do now it wont be to the lamb that i used to know. i dont knonw why hes taking it like this, i know breakups are hard but this is extream!!! but then again, i dont want to say anything to make him hate me more.
im going to the game today and then sleeping over at colleens. should be a good time i suppose. im excited. i havnt done stuff avec friends in wuite some time.
STAGE CREW IS OVER!!!! woo. there was so much drama this year it wasnt funny. and im talking behind the scenes. tom dosher....ugh. in love with two yet kisses another. stupid sophmore. but dave and codies "goat story" made my life, even if it was made up. it was incredible and took about an hour to tell.
anyway. period is almost over. UNTIL NEXT TIME BITCHSTIX!
im going to the game today and then sleeping over at colleens. should be a good time i suppose. im excited. i havnt done stuff avec friends in wuite some time.
STAGE CREW IS OVER!!!! woo. there was so much drama this year it wasnt funny. and im talking behind the scenes. tom dosher....ugh. in love with two yet kisses another. stupid sophmore. but dave and codies "goat story" made my life, even if it was made up. it was incredible and took about an hour to tell.
anyway. period is almost over. UNTIL NEXT TIME BITCHSTIX!