Nov 08, 2005 21:21
So in 4 months and 12 day's i'll finally know what it feels like to not be in constant pain.. It's a good thing, but i'm scared (probably because i watch all those "When Anesthesia Fails" shows that are on DHC) because so many things could go wrong, and my recovery time could take longer and so on... But right now, i'm so frustrated with swimming, because i get in and swim about 1000 yds. and i have to get out because of the pain, which just makes me want to move the surgery date up, but then i'm out for the rest of the season, and well... that kind of puts me in a fix. boo. So i just have to suck it up for another 4 months.. this is going to be hard...