Accomplishments are transient
I do not understand.
I feel as though I have been hit by a fast moving train. I think my head fell off somewhere.
I don't understand.
Am I really a bitch?
My lover sure thinks so. I do not understand in the slightest. I do not understand.
Am I really controlling?
I don't recall.
I'm doing a speech for speech class on how to handle criticism. And According to the cirriculum, this is not a valid accusation because you cannot provide a specific incident. Maybe if you could I would see it a little clearer. For some reason I am leaning back in time, to a terrible dark & dated point when I constantly blamed myself. I don't know why this hurts so much. I have regressed to the former me. I have become a child. I have fallen back down. I have no idea how to respond, because I believe everything you say, although I feel truely that this is not valid.
I thought you would be the one who did not get tired of me at this point in our relationship. All the others did and I feel as though you are following the path they have already set out.
you said you wouldn't, but they all did. And this is how it begins. Excuses, a way out.
Am I really that bad?
That is probably valid. I am the epitome of imperfection.
I feel as though I have been hit by a fast moving train. I think my head fell off somewhere.
I don't understand.
Am I really a bitch?
My lover sure thinks so. I do not understand in the slightest. I do not understand.
Am I really controlling?
I don't recall.
I'm doing a speech for speech class on how to handle criticism. And According to the cirriculum, this is not a valid accusation because you cannot provide a specific incident. Maybe if you could I would see it a little clearer. For some reason I am leaning back in time, to a terrible dark & dated point when I constantly blamed myself. I don't know why this hurts so much. I have regressed to the former me. I have become a child. I have fallen back down. I have no idea how to respond, because I believe everything you say, although I feel truely that this is not valid.
I thought you would be the one who did not get tired of me at this point in our relationship. All the others did and I feel as though you are following the path they have already set out.
you said you wouldn't, but they all did. And this is how it begins. Excuses, a way out.
Am I really that bad?
That is probably valid. I am the epitome of imperfection.