Dec 18, 2005 09:36
Hey every1.....lets see...Justins Bday was Thursday *sighs* i cried alot that day....he wouldve been 18....but me april krys angie and aj spent it together...i really miss justin...its strange when a close friend suddenly never can call or talk or IM or email or anything ever again...its been 10 months since he died...i cant believe it...i still talk to him...even tho i no he cant answer and i dont even no if he can hear me....*shrugs* it helps tho.....wat else...well to ease our sad day me and the above mentioned ppl went to middle beach in e-woood..lol...and got stoned in the car in the parkin lot....which was a really weird thing...smokin in public like that...but fun...ppl were giving us funny looks tho...and when we got to the beach part it was waaaaay too windy to stay there...not to mention krys shoved 2 handfuls of dirt down my bra...>< bastard...took forever to get it all off...then we went to taco bell then back to aprils and angie and aj went back to his house and me krys and april hung out....and aprils mom and lil sister...we made cooookkkiiees...aprils mom makes the BEST cookies EVER...lol..lets see friday we picked up bri so we could spend time with her ( me mom and jess r living in the shelter and bri is living with hope but not for long) and went out to eat went to wally word ...saw april there with alyssa(aprils lil sis) and her mom cathy...then we just rode around for a bit....then took bri home...today we found out bri was doing coke and jess and his friends r goin to beat the living shit out of pat who bought it for her....ill beat her ass and hopes...fuck ya...anyone wanna help? lol..i really hate hope so...im really really glad i get to hurt her...lol..now im at my moms office in e-wood ....so we could go online...^^...welps im outie...ttyl..peace...word..
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