Yeah.
Eh...
I have a job interview tomororw for Dollar Tree, the pay rate isn't good it's 7.00 a hour, and it's part time but I think it's something since I've had NO luck getting interview's and I know why though, it's due to my credit and work history which is a major pain so hopefully the interview will go well tomorrow *sighs*
Not much has changed with Andrew, we had a talk today over the phone and he said he'll have to think bout it really hard to give me another chance, I guess the main two parts were the income and me not working a full time job, to help pay rent/bills, and 2nd part was my trips, then it goes into of how I am towards him, his friend's, other's in public, how I accuse him of cheating all the time, etc I guess I never knew what marriage was to be honest, and having to both work to make income, part of me wants to not be with him because then I can't do stuff I want to do but then part of me does because I love him so I'm in a total mix. Now I'm not so sure I can do the whole SPN trip which I find a little unfair because he knows how much it means to me but then he's going to ask me what is more important and when he did ask me I did choose my trips but I seriously thought he just meant the BSB trip and now I think he meant both? *sighs* He was there when I got my ticket for the SPN thing so I hope to make a pact or something but I doubt it'll happen.
I went to the big gig yesterday it was fun but I kep thinking of how much fun it would of been if Andrew was with me but of course. We had front row which was awesome of course {Review might come later on} I know I haven't posted my GC one yet either, and I'm sorry. Ever since this marriage news I've been so down, I hardly sleep and once I fall asleep I never want to wake up unless I have bad thoughts or dreams, and then I wake up and can't go back to sleep but i try to push myself. I hardly been eating as well, Today all I had so far was coffee, I just can't eat.
At least something is looking up and that is for another job. *sighs*
I'm sorry that I haven't read any of your stuff and/or posted, I haven't been online much really I just check mail read some stuff and that's about it. I'm sorry once again.
I have a job interview tomororw for Dollar Tree, the pay rate isn't good it's 7.00 a hour, and it's part time but I think it's something since I've had NO luck getting interview's and I know why though, it's due to my credit and work history which is a major pain so hopefully the interview will go well tomorrow *sighs*
Not much has changed with Andrew, we had a talk today over the phone and he said he'll have to think bout it really hard to give me another chance, I guess the main two parts were the income and me not working a full time job, to help pay rent/bills, and 2nd part was my trips, then it goes into of how I am towards him, his friend's, other's in public, how I accuse him of cheating all the time, etc I guess I never knew what marriage was to be honest, and having to both work to make income, part of me wants to not be with him because then I can't do stuff I want to do but then part of me does because I love him so I'm in a total mix. Now I'm not so sure I can do the whole SPN trip which I find a little unfair because he knows how much it means to me but then he's going to ask me what is more important and when he did ask me I did choose my trips but I seriously thought he just meant the BSB trip and now I think he meant both? *sighs* He was there when I got my ticket for the SPN thing so I hope to make a pact or something but I doubt it'll happen.
I went to the big gig yesterday it was fun but I kep thinking of how much fun it would of been if Andrew was with me but of course. We had front row which was awesome of course {Review might come later on} I know I haven't posted my GC one yet either, and I'm sorry. Ever since this marriage news I've been so down, I hardly sleep and once I fall asleep I never want to wake up unless I have bad thoughts or dreams, and then I wake up and can't go back to sleep but i try to push myself. I hardly been eating as well, Today all I had so far was coffee, I just can't eat.
At least something is looking up and that is for another job. *sighs*
I'm sorry that I haven't read any of your stuff and/or posted, I haven't been online much really I just check mail read some stuff and that's about it. I'm sorry once again.