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I am at a lose right now. I would like to think that I am a honest person. If you really want my opinion, I will share it. I am not going to be brutaly honest to someone who doesn't want to know, but sure, if you ask me a question and you want my honest opinion I will give it to you. I am the same way in a relationship. I will not lie, I dont think it helps the situation at all. I am a very trusting person and I would like the same in return. I will share everything in my life, but please do not hold it against me later. I hate being called a liar and told that I can not be trusted, when I have done nothing to deserve that at all. This goes for any relationship, be in family, friends or boyfriend/girlfriend. If you can not trust the other person, then there is not relationship....and I feel like completely lost because I can not be trusted and I am a liar. If there is 2 things my parents have instilled in me it is to be honest and truthful. I have taken those two things to heart and I have done both of those things my entire life. I feel betrayed that someone so close to me would accuse me of those two things. What have I really done to deserve that?..............I just want to cry. I am miserable. I actually went to class today in hopes that I could get my mind off of it, and I couldn't. I cried last night before I went to bed and I am in such a bad mood, because I feel like everthing I have worked to achieve and to protray has been wiped away...................................................................... why do I always have to feel like the bad person?