sooo

[pinknlemon]

It's really hard to be enthusiastic about your life when you don't feel like you're living for yourself. I definitely am not at the moment. And I feel like the thought that it's only temporary should be some sort of comfort and help me in some way, but really, it doesn't.

I don't even know anymore. All I want to do is teach Les Mills classes and play with my dogs all day long.