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Aug 15, 2005 23:16

some people are telling me "casey do what you wanna do, that'll make you happy." well im sorry to say it i dont know what i wanna do, i dont know when i wanna do, it but that doesnt mean im not happy. i mean im bitter because life sucks for evryone right now but im still happy if that makes any since? i hate work i get off at 7 every night that leaves no time for anybody
and when evryone's sad stressed or disgruntled it makes me sad stressed and disgruntled cause the people i care about mean the world to me all of you do. and as for the amber addison and maggie thing im not talking sides ok i know noone has asked me to but you are all my friends and i cant do that it wouldnt be fair not for any of you ( i dont know if thats a major issue anymore but just in case). and for lauren and tim im truly sorry that it didnt work out between you two but maybe if you cared enough then even something like talking on the phone would've seemed not so bad, i mean if you say you never get to see the person well then shit go out of your way to see them. keep in mind that im not bad mouthing any of you because like ive said before you guys are the world to me. and as for you june...well i really have nothing to say, you seem to be the only one that is happy right now well you go girl lol i hope it lasts forever and tell henry i said hey. maggie i hope it works out between you and adam, im sorry that that other guy that you thought was hot moved out of your french class, and im sorry for bothering you on the internet after you had had a bad day. i truly hope you find someone that will make you happy and who will like you for you. and addison im sorry that things didnt work out like you had planned them to but i am sure that this plan for your training will work out ok youll go far, most likely farther than ill ever go. you are the best friend ive ever had ok man and im here for you, im here for all of you. amber im sorry that you are still hurt by what has happened to you i hope that one day soon you will be able to recover from it and that you two will be able to at least become friends again (no strings atached like you say). and ben well i really dont know much about you but that doesnt mean you dont mean anything to em cause id go out of my way to make you feel better too. we should get to know each other better you know maybe hang out sometimes, but ill nevr go get drunk with you lol (you might take advantage of me lol). and taylor last but not least im sorry for hurting you ok i never meant to and yes i do still care about you and i always will i love you, like ive said so may times before i love all of you.

sorry i dont know where this came from but i just feel like i should just let you guys know how i feel. you dont have to comment back im not expecting it i did this for me really and just needed somewhere to put it. sorry i think ive outdone myslef this is the longest post ive had LOL night
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