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I got a text today from telling me how blessed G is to have me in her life as she welcomes her new son into the world. I had never though of it that way. I have always thought that I was the lucky one to have her in my life, and she is kind enough to include me in this time in her life.
Its funny how time flies by, it does not seem like long ago that we were in high school. I remember making plans to be each others maid of honor when we got married, name our daughters after each other, and raise our kids together it all sounded so far away we both had so much to do before we were ready to settle down. I can not believe that she is having her first baby and I am still to share in her joy. I wish that we were doing it together like we had always planned it makes me a little sad that it is not something we are doing together like we had planned. I can not wait to meet baby T. I have to admit that I am a little scared that with the baby G and I will start to grow apart as she spends more time being a mom and hanging with other couples with kids. I know that per usual I will be told that I am worring about nothing but I can not help it I am scared to lose her she is my best friend and she keeps me sane. I hate that all I can do its sit here and there is nothing that I can do to make her feel better. As she is surrounded by family I wonder if I am in the way, and maybe should leave, but I am afraid that I will miss her. Well back to baby duty, and more family came in.
Its funny how time flies by, it does not seem like long ago that we were in high school. I remember making plans to be each others maid of honor when we got married, name our daughters after each other, and raise our kids together it all sounded so far away we both had so much to do before we were ready to settle down. I can not believe that she is having her first baby and I am still to share in her joy. I wish that we were doing it together like we had always planned it makes me a little sad that it is not something we are doing together like we had planned. I can not wait to meet baby T. I have to admit that I am a little scared that with the baby G and I will start to grow apart as she spends more time being a mom and hanging with other couples with kids. I know that per usual I will be told that I am worring about nothing but I can not help it I am scared to lose her she is my best friend and she keeps me sane. I hate that all I can do its sit here and there is nothing that I can do to make her feel better. As she is surrounded by family I wonder if I am in the way, and maybe should leave, but I am afraid that I will miss her. Well back to baby duty, and more family came in.