ugh
Why do I love him. He cheated. He doesn't love me. He's terrible. Yet all I can wish for is for him to love me and to have him back. It sucks. I know I'll get over it eventually but I just want that now! Because right now I may do something I'll regret. Why did he have to fucking do that to me. Why couldn't he just love me like he said he did. Ugh I hate this.