Another day in paradise.
I don't know why it's so hard. I don't know why it kills me so bad to see you two. I don't know why I have to constantly stare at the ground. I hate that I had to be ridiculously high all night to somewhat enjoy myself.
"If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied,
illuminate the "no's" on their vacancy signs.
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you into the dark."
...sigh.
I came home from UHA because I hate there and I wanted to escape a bad weekend. Instead I got a bad weekend at home. The only good part about last night was hanging with Elaine and seeing a lot of sweet people I don't often get to see.
I feel bad for Christopher though. Seems like he had quite the stressful weekend.
I am in fact in the process of getting my computer fixed. Happy about that.
And Home Movies was AWESOME. The only bad part about them playing was just me missing playing with them. But the fact that they were effing kickass made up for it. Whenever I get really upset about it I have to remind myself that it's all because of school. If I still lived home I would NOT be out of the band. At least I hope so.
Farewell.
"If heaven and hell decide that they both are satisfied,
illuminate the "no's" on their vacancy signs.
If there's no one beside you when your soul embarks,
Then I'll follow you into the dark."
...sigh.
I came home from UHA because I hate there and I wanted to escape a bad weekend. Instead I got a bad weekend at home. The only good part about last night was hanging with Elaine and seeing a lot of sweet people I don't often get to see.
I feel bad for Christopher though. Seems like he had quite the stressful weekend.
I am in fact in the process of getting my computer fixed. Happy about that.
And Home Movies was AWESOME. The only bad part about them playing was just me missing playing with them. But the fact that they were effing kickass made up for it. Whenever I get really upset about it I have to remind myself that it's all because of school. If I still lived home I would NOT be out of the band. At least I hope so.
Farewell.