Frustrated
I dont know what exactly to do with myself these days... I mean I think I have nothing going for me but then again I am sucessful in school and I know there is a great life to be lived... Then I think of my present situation... I mean I cant see or talk to any of my friends or even Simon I mean if I go another 3 or 4 day period with out seeing I think I might die!!! Corinna on the other hand I think she might die. I am terribly worried about her. I guess in the end it will all work out for the better like I always said in the past and it has, so I guess I must let nature take its course. It hopefully wont be as bad when Corinna gets ungrounded, at least we'll have each other.
Other than that I am happy at school and I'm glad I am still actually living in Colorado and my mom hasnt sent me off to live in Oregon with my dad... Yeah know I think when parents send you off to live with another family member in another place out of state, they are basically giving up on you. I mean seriously I think at this point if I was sent off to live with my dad i dont think I would ever talk to my mom again... Well I guess thats just her decision to make for herself. If she loves me then she would get me help (if I needed it) and let me stay home. Cause I mean in a way when you mess up it is some what your parents fault. Think about it doing drugs is usually caused by the person being un happy or bored, a parent could easily prevent that. Thats just my opinion on the whole deal. We'll see what happens I guess, I'll be keeping my fingers crossed.
Other than that I am happy at school and I'm glad I am still actually living in Colorado and my mom hasnt sent me off to live in Oregon with my dad... Yeah know I think when parents send you off to live with another family member in another place out of state, they are basically giving up on you. I mean seriously I think at this point if I was sent off to live with my dad i dont think I would ever talk to my mom again... Well I guess thats just her decision to make for herself. If she loves me then she would get me help (if I needed it) and let me stay home. Cause I mean in a way when you mess up it is some what your parents fault. Think about it doing drugs is usually caused by the person being un happy or bored, a parent could easily prevent that. Thats just my opinion on the whole deal. We'll see what happens I guess, I'll be keeping my fingers crossed.