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Boo.
Gosh i'm tired. I'm such a lazy ass I should be up packing or doing something. That's right, we're moving AGAIN. We won't close on our new home for another week(s) or so, so I guess I can take my time. I'm doing crappily in school as usual, I have no drive, no energy, and no nothing. In further news, the engagement is off indefinitely, I just don't know, ya know, if this thing is right for me. Part of me says yes, stay with him, etc and the other says, "wtf? you're not even 20 yeat, this is too much for you, you should be back in a dorm in your room hanging with girlfriends and dating around!! Go home!!!". Confusing, really. I don't even know what i want to do with myself. I'd like to try and pursue being a bio major and become a vet, it's been my life dream since I was 5, but I dont think I have the drive, etc to do it. I need help. I feel a nervous breakdown on the way. No to mention how this itchy rash on my breasts is driving my NUTS!
Gosh i'm tired. I'm such a lazy ass I should be up packing or doing something. That's right, we're moving AGAIN. We won't close on our new home for another week(s) or so, so I guess I can take my time. I'm doing crappily in school as usual, I have no drive, no energy, and no nothing. In further news, the engagement is off indefinitely, I just don't know, ya know, if this thing is right for me. Part of me says yes, stay with him, etc and the other says, "wtf? you're not even 20 yeat, this is too much for you, you should be back in a dorm in your room hanging with girlfriends and dating around!! Go home!!!". Confusing, really. I don't even know what i want to do with myself. I'd like to try and pursue being a bio major and become a vet, it's been my life dream since I was 5, but I dont think I have the drive, etc to do it. I need help. I feel a nervous breakdown on the way. No to mention how this itchy rash on my breasts is driving my NUTS!